A new address - a new focus

Want to know something sad? Tt took me some months to realize that I had misspelled Christian in my former blog address. It is a surprisingly good metaphor for my life in the last 2 years.

January 2004: I made a decision that would effectively remove the stone walls that protected my faith. I wanted to see if my faith would stand or fall. My faith fell with a speed that stunned me. As I watched it start to crumble, I tried desperatly to halt the decay - to no avail. Nothing remains of the faith of my youth but dust and ashes. This is not a pretty sight, and I would not wish this on anyone. A grevious evil under the sun. As it says in the Bible, Satan has sifted me like wheat. Much of my former faith, like the chaf, blew away under the stiff east wind. I am but a shadow of my former self.